Post by CuriousSole on Nov 5, 2010 19:29:16 GMT -4
"It was my 13th birthday and my parents decided to take me and my sisters to the circus. I don't remember much." giggles "although I do remember my sisters and mother volunteering me for part of the clown act and I was chosen" giggle "I" giggles "... grrr" giggles. breathes deeply for a few moments "never liked clowns, in fat" giggle "oh my I said in fat. I meant in fact I didn't even want to be there. So there I was, amongst a bunch of clowns, they took me to the back and whispered something about destiny. I donut remember" laughs "oh I said donut! I am kind of hungry, but I must focus! They applied strange make up to me and made me not feel right, I felt unnaturally happy and scattered. I remember putting on my new clothes, my hair being done into pigtails and then blood, lots of blood. I woke up in a strange place, I remember guards, many of them and mention of hot sleep. I had this overwhelming urge to kill all I wanted to do was kill, my mind was filled with laughter and these evil urges. A scientist, I think, stung me with a needle, I felt pain then cotton candy, everything was like cotton candy and rainbows. I was told that my mind was being used like a toy" giggles "picture that, me a toy!" giggles "Oh not again, better" giggles "make this quick." takes a deep breath "They removed the thing that was controlling me, however what they did to me has become permanent. I am a 19 year old clown girl, my human past is a faded memory. Until recently I thought what the scientist did was liberate me" cries "Why am I CRYING!" hyperventilates with rage"Oh my what's happening to me?" cries "Stop crying!" whimpers "I... I..."grits her teeth "OOOOH! I'm so ANGRY! Someone will PAY for this!" Growls "Afterwords I'll have some fun." Her voice becoming sultry and provocative.